Wednesday, December 30, 2009

For the Queen

"Arrest him!"

I won't resist, i know it's time
I've done indeed, a terrible crime
Because her face i have seen
And in my heart lives the Queen

"Lash him!"

When the pain strikes with fear
Another, stronger, makes it disappear
They cannot hurt my body from within
Because it hurts already for the Queen

"Hang him!"

As i stare her face in glee
I see her tears falling down for me
And as i die, in a way much foreseen
All will know i've kissed the Queen

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Ghn and Sao: Of Purpose

Ghn: As a youngling, and later an adult, i've always seeked knowledge and spiritualism as means.

Sao: Interesting. As means to what?

Ghn: To uncovering my purpose in life. And to embracing it to achieve fulfillment for myself and others. I always envisioned this path like a deep tunnel and a light at its end, signalling achievement of a such purpose. 

Sao: Have you not found the light?

Ghn: For ages i seek d it at the end of the tunnel. And then i realised that there is no light. There is no end. Not for me. I've been the tunnel all along, for others to come through, while journeying for truth.

Sao: You have been a mentor, a guide for others to find purpose and achievement. The means which make ends for others possible.

Ghn: And so have you, for even longer than me. But haven't you ever desired a chance of a different fate?

Sao: I desired to possess wealth, glory, and status, within a social group, at one time. Yet i would often see signs which indicated how unfitted i was for such things. Ignoring these signs would render me a hypocrite. Not all are fit for the same mold. And some, are not even fit for molds. They could be Casts; a rare privilege if you ask me. Some are destined to guide; others, to be guided.

Ghn: Purpose, a branch of fate. Remarkable...

Sao: Indeed.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009


We were walking in the alley i promised i'd take her.
A while earlier, i took her out for dinner to the most expensive place i found in town. And she loved it.
But now we were walking in the dark.
She was looking into my eyes like i was to fulfill her, until death would do us apart. But that night, she knew that something was unright.
We finally reached the spot where i planned all of this to happen.
I gently pushed her against the wall. She raised her hand to touch my face. But...

I could see questions taking shapes around the surface of her face, in raging fury.
The lights in her eyes were already fading away in the blackness of the night, like candles.
She's down, in a pool of blood.

There were no sirens that night, no police or witnesses. I took my time to hide my tracks and hide the weapon of deliverance. But i left her there, to dissolve within the mist.
She was the one for me, but the only way to have her...was to lose her.
I have killed you in cold blood. And i have lived without you ever since.

...My soul...

Monday, December 14, 2009


Once apart
Soon together
Through violent implosion
Unite, forever

Just like a war
I promise grace
Purification undeniable
Rebirth, embrace

One by one
Will sew the nether
They're just like us
Defying the never

You, and them, and me

Friday, December 11, 2009

Adagio for Loops

In such a space of unparallel embrace
Lies the thickness of a smoke
It's a trick you can't revoke
And suddently, Madness

While seeking exits and proceeding
A blockage strikes without remorse
Turn and return, my everlasting cause
And suddently, Nonsense

I can't explain,  it's much refrained
The jerked escape has come too late
But it has come none the less. Jailbreak?
Or suddently, Sadness...